the whole place is empty. this is the first time
i am absent from the reunion dinner with family.
the college admin should bear the liability of making
such idiotic timetable: exam>cny>exam>sem break.
an extra trip for kk>kl isnt feasible as it cost around
500 plus.
come to think of it,this blog has past its 1st annivesary.
feel sorry about it as i never really put much effort in it
beside the initial enthusiasm when setting this blog up.
2 weeks of ceasefire before the gruesome exam resume
again. 2 more papers to go before boarding airasia A320
again for KK .kl is more like a transit to me, no emotional
attachment with it and just want to get off this place
as soon as posible. just never feel that i truly belongs
here and i guess thats why kl is a ghost town whenever
chinese new year or hari raya is around.
Yea~2 assignment down.1 more prototype and 1 more
presentation which unfortunalety will be on Friday to
go.
Papa Wolf play dumb by cutting me allowance this month.
Reason: my expenses should be down since i am settled
down so should my allowance stay in proportion.
In other word, i am cooked up this month with X'mas
and New Year in sight...Well,i dont mean to splurge
but still need some mulah to cook some fancy dinner,
isnt it?
Rampage mode:On!
Ok,this gonna be a quick entry.They wont like someone
blog about mundane stuff or porn in the college comp lab.
Last week was a runaway. The euphory barely sink in after
i thought the previous was a false alarm. This time i need
to hide again, for real.
So for 3 days i sell my arse in exchange for staying in
one of the good samaritans living room with mattress. :-)
No, i dont socialize with other residents. I am a grumpy
wolfy and fill with uncensored anoying crap. Cant find
anything fun to do except make out with my laptop and
try to squeeze out another part of report that due
next week.
For some unknown reason, one of my ex classmate
chat with me through msn. We rarely chat yet we talk
as long known friend. A good sign perhaps? I rarely
add people through msn not mention about chat with
friend with it. So feel free to msn me to hear the crap or
story of wolf action on bed will yea?
It is irony that special circumstances that lead me to
cheerful and not think about the isolation that surrounds me.
Labels: Mumbling
Back after whole month of M.I.A. Things get pretty rough for the
previous month.
Exam>Move out from hostel>Sem break>Heckled the start of the sem,again.
Pretty much looking foward to cook my own dinner instead of shoving
down those pigs feed.Still problem arise as soon as i move into
the new place.Lack of cooking utensils and a blardy refrigerator
working like a man of half past six will hinder my quest of whipping up yummy dinner every night.
A lot of stuff to sort out so i foresee 1 post per month for my little shack.Or until i get myself bored and post some random
stuff here again.
And btw Jini will send you a sharp axe with bling bling hilt to chop down trees around you campus to warm youself through the winter.Sure can save a dime or two since you are able to warm yourself up without any heater!Dont thanks me yet,just doing my part as a lousy friend.
A month pastby,as i let this whole place rot.
Since the start of the sem,schedule is basically 8-6.
Great, a taste of being the workforce zombie.
Every morning,the same scenario repeat around me.
Join as the zombie group march toward those lecture
hall or tutorial class. Its obvious,their unwillingness
to get up spread all over their face.
The only things that push them so is the attendance,
just like you get fired if you don't turn up for your job.
It's hard to collect fragments of memory that what i
actually achieve in the previous month,well except
that i have a good talk with one of my lecturer,the
one that remind me about the path i want to be an
entrepreneur.
The peers group around the whole place,like packet
of energy flows around, bringing either positive or
negative things in you. Still stick with the bunch of
fella from the last 2 sem.The need to expand my
social network constantly screaming in my head.
Stay tune for next episode of Wolfy's Dilemma.
4 hours of travelling sure zap out every energy in wolfy.
Yea,no more unlimited supply of food because you wanna eat,
you gonna fork out money,own money.
Start to miss my cat....
Anyway,this semester schedule kind of pack,4/5 class start at 8,
bad bad thing to happen.No one like early class.
Finally i am back to KK~
Alot cat fur and dust in the house.ARH!!!!
Need to stick with the vacuum cleaner to end this plight.
Cleaning,eating,shitting.I guess those action will be a vicious
cycle for my current sem break.
Clean freak,cant stand it anyway.
After all those shitty exam(3 of it),i finally got the time AND the
money to pampered myself. So yesterday i drop by to the
nearest Starbucks~
Craving for some drink that come with a fancy name, so be it
Caramel Hot Chocolate or some of you might call it a pimped up
version of milo with a coat of cream and caramel.
Nice drink, soothing music make my mind fly off. Replaying the little
memory with baby. Imagine that she sits across of me, gleefully mow
down that pieces of sinful dessert. Blueberry cheese cake perhaps?
As the drink finally reach the mug bottom, as all good things finally
come to an end. But still craving for more caffeine drink, like a fella
high on weed, i took the second shot. This time,coffee of the day.
Delight as the aroma arouses me. No yucky sour taste. Just coffee
with a bitter taste that lingers in taste bud. Curiosity, urge me to
try the next sip, sip after sip. A bitter taste surprisingly light,
so light it cheer me up.
As i draft this post on my exam question paper(i am a good
earthling that reuses paper), a girl sit the table next to me.
Casual wear but arm witha laptop.Perhaps same as me,a little
escape after the exam?
Coffee spark up inspiration ,don't you think so?
I am craving for cup of hot, nicely brew coffee. Since i am stuck
athere, the only coffee supply i can get my hand on is either
Nescafe in can or once in a blue moon, Starfuck Starbuck.
Decade since i got a taste of really heart warming, simple coffee.
Grandma sure brew a pot of coffee, not too sweet nor bitter for
me every time we balik kampung to visit her.
I am curious why the coffee taste much better than those brew
at home. Both are so called Tenom coffee powder.As mum later
explain, those coffee powder sold at that time was less prone to
adulteration compare to nowadays coffee powder.
Kampung folk selling off their goods that carry certain quality
assurance, things call "ethic" that fading in 21st century.
Heavy ratio of grounded wheat, oat, burned corn for cost cutting
purposes dilute the coffee aroma and add a yucky sour taste in
the present day kopi O.
And they still charge us rm1.20 for a cup of black colored, bitter
taste,but no aroma of coffee that so called "kopi o".
I hope someday I am lucky enough to taste those luxury coffee
such as Kopi Luwak or Jamaica Blue Mountain Coffee.
But nothing beat the simple kopi o from grandma.
A taste that a little boy remembers till now.
Yesterday campaign outcome:
Wolfy:0, Wicked lecturer:1 :-(
不知彼，不知己，每战必殆.
Translation:If you know neither yourself nor your enemy,
you will always endanger yourself.
As a typical lazy college student,the so called tips are what i
holding tightly as a life line.
Moment before the exam, around 20 minute before it start.
One of my course mate said in a cheebai cheeky tone :
"Oi, the paper bocor liao."
I was like WTF?! How the hell they manage to know this type of
P&C info?Plan to brush aside as rumor, instinct told me to go
through some of the info he mention.
Voila! Paper indeed bocor! Manage to complete the whole shitty
stuff, but with shaky confidence to score A. The so called "tips"
not even accurate. The lecturer got the guts to deceive us!
Lesson of the day:Spend some effort to gather intelligence.-__-
兵不厭詐。
All warfare is based on deception.
Sit tight!Someone arse gonna get kick!
YES! Next week my shitty exam period gonna start.
Yay~ Just receive a letter from baby.Handwritten ho,
Labels: Mumbling
A simple life,that's what to describe what I have been through
every single day.
Another Friday,yes it can pass by,without leaving the slightest
hint. Last time when my baby is around, we used to do crazy
thing together during the weekend. Or maybe some outing to
hunt certain dish that we both craved for.
Now,since she is not around.Wolfy gonna cheer himself up,
isn't it? Too bad,my only entertainment is the time when I
indulge in front of computer.
A lazy bump you may call me, but tight budget deprived me the
chance of go shop around or maybe a treat to myself for the
latest blockbuster.
A part time I shall seek out ASAP. But this must be an
underground operation since I cant let dad find out.Or else
I gonna get peppered with negative comment or get poured
with icy cold water.
Routine=boring?
Class at 11.Instead of go through the lecture note,here i am updating my blog.
Good eh?
Totally run out of stuff to blog about,can i simply go on mumbling?
Monday monday blues.Today somehow immune to it.Get high perhaps?
A decent breakfast can easily cheer me up.Okay,maybe visiting
other's blog can help too.
I admit,i can be super procasinate.Like the feeling of it!
Good day to everyone~
Since my last dinner, I have been having diarrhea, literally drain
Desperate times need desperate measure. Instead go for the
So here i am, still alive and kicking. In the mid of a rush, try to
Of course, all of these shits won’t bring Wolfy down.
GOTTO STAY STRONG!
Labels: Mumbling
Hectic schedule today.
Rush all the way to lecture hall, only to notice that lecture was
canceled. Should have paid more attention to the announcement.
Anyway, been busy assigning task to the fellow member for
one of the assignment. Talk and talk and talk until kind of lack of
oxygen. -_-
Yup,the poll result is out. Try to get more info from the paper
this morning but,obviously todays newspaper sell like hot cake.
Cant get a copy of it,be it chinese or english daily. :-(
As the dust settle down.It makes me ponder. Afterso long the
rulling goverment been ignoring the people voice in crucial
issues. We voice it out yesterday,with our vote in hand.
Do we vote based on emotion? I doubt so.
Is the lesson learned by the goverment? I doubt so.
Will the newly ellect opposition party perform better with
the people trust on their shoulder right now?
This question my friend,can only be answer as the time pass by.
But I have faith in it. :-D
Democracy is the theory that the common people know what
they want and deserve to get it good and hard. ~ H.L. Mencken
Sem holiday eventually come to an end. Unpack luggage,clean up
stare at ceiling....
*Sigh*
With my kakis and sheepy out of reach,how can i not despair?
Result will be out soon,my instinct tell me the outcome wont
look nice.
I need to pursuit my own happiness. Maybe that the price to
pay,as a Wolfy.
A big cup of teh tarik really work its might on me. I know you
don’t suppose to have tea or coffee during the night unless to
want to stay up all night long.
But some haywire just urges me to go make 1. So here I am,
blogging in the middle of night. Too bad inspiration doest come
along, so here is another crap post I write. -.-
Anyway, 1 on my buddy just turns into 22 years old today.
Sorry Jamie, no big gift like diamond ring or fancy handbag.
But I got a hot hunk for you. :-D
Nah,go and weave some little fantasy,jamie ;-)
